Nymphomania is something I have had to deal with all my life. The clinical term I’ve heard for it is hyper=sexual disorder. For years I thought I was merely cursed with a higher than average sex drive that made me want to screw ANYTHING that moved.
I also learned early on that I was sexually interested in both men AND women. Funny….Heterosexuality is actually HARD for me to understand as is same sex for strictly Lesbianism or Homosexuality in men. I just assumed that EVERYBODY was like ME until I found out that *I* was the odd ball out.
Drinking beer, and lots of it, helped me come to grips with what my sexuality was. Drunk, I didn’t CARE if I was ridiculed or called a slut. I KNEW what I was, The alcohol just helped to mask the pain.
I NEED sex, I CRAVE it… My body is ALWAYS in a constant state of Horniness. Pick a day that you felt like you could go to a bar, take the first man or woman you see and F**K them all night long. If you can imagine that, That’s how I am 24/7.
Now, am I a drunken slut, YES…I am…Just don’t judge me. I am also a nice person who is creative and loves people…NOT THAT WAY….I KNOW that’s what you were thinking. Being a Nympho also has it’s setbacks though too. For example, it’s hard to carry on a relationship with someone that knows you wanna f**k anything that has two legs. You see, the problem is, almost everyone I’ve met can NOT keep up with my sexual needs. SERIOUSLY… I can’t blame THEM ‘cause it’s ME that has the want or NEED I should say.
I NEED to have my genitals touched, Usually, I TRY and be good and just masturbate myself 6-8 times a day. IT’S TRUE. Sometimes when I can no longer stand it, I’ll put on a mini with a fine see through blouse and wear either a sexy black or red laced bra. I have the panties or thong to match of course.
Attracting men is a snap. Being attractive, I never have a problem with them buying me a drink or ten. When the time is right, I will go to the ladies room. Usually, by this time I am already wet and a little drunk, I make sure my panties are wet by feeling my twat while my panties are still on.
Then, I take off my panties, put them in my purse or clutch bag and HAND them discreetly to the man that’s buying me the drinks. Works EVERY time. Once he gets my wet panties, within an hour we are back to my place doing the horizontal mambo…To be continued next Wednesday…
what’s wrong with that? sex is fun, and should be enjoyed at the level to which you are comfortable.
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It’s NEVER really comfortable though….I NEED it ALL the fucking time….
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Sooz
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after my last weekend…I think I am one too…I was told that I stay hard all night long, even when asleep. I can’t seem to get enough and fuck!!! I’m 50!! NO, it isn’t viagra…just testosterone replacement…
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It CAN be a bitch huh???
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Sooz
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It fucking sux sometimes, but other times its amazing….fucking for hours….ready to go again in less than hour….and the oral sex…fuck!
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OMG…..STOP….You’re making me HOT….:)
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Sooz
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Good! I like hot, horny women. 😉
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I have a solution for that condition….a mutually agreeable solution….heh heh…lol
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6-8 times a day? How do you have the time?
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I own my own business with my own restroom in my office. There, plus twice in the morning and three times at night. It’s a BITCH….Tell me about it…
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Sooz
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Ok. That’s probably one of the best arguments I’ve ever heard for going into business for yourself. Time to start working on a business plan.
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Hehehehehehe….Muah…
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Sooz
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Brave 🙂
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Just wanted people to know…I’m sure there are others out there that feel as I do….Thanks for commenting…
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Sooz
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Uh..er..wow. I mean…wow.
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Yeah Mark….That’s pretty much what ALL the boys say….Hehehehehehehe….
Muah…….
Sooz
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What about the MEN? 😉
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What would YOU say?????? Take me Mark,,,,,,:~)
Kissssssssssss…
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Sooz
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Oh but only if I could find you! 🙂
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Let me give you my scrambled email…dreamshadow59@ gmail.com
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Sooz
Shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh…..Promise????
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That’s scrambled?!? 😀 talk to you soon
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Yup……MUAH my confidant and friend…..
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Sooz
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I have replied to your scrambled address with a scrambled message?
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Hehehehehehe….You are toooooo funny Mark…
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Sooz
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You have not replied back! (to the email)
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I run an advertising and marketing business. As far as where I live or anything personal about me, I would like to keep that part of my life private….The Internet is too full of predators.
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Sooz
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😛 I am director of marketing form my company. You have to be nice to me! (And I meant answer it via email, not here!)
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Why????? 🙂
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Sooz
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I don’t know about you, but I am always nice to potential customers. Oh hell, how about “because I said so?” 😛
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I just flash ’em….Hehehehehe…
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Sooz
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By the way, if you are a Yankee fan you will enjoy today’s post on my blog. You of all people! http://millenniumconjectures.com/2013/06/21/cosmic-quote-25/
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Be right there….Muah…
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Sooz
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Soooo…We are in the same business….Fun game isn’t it??? Competitive yet that’s what drew me to it….
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Sooz
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Well, not exactly. I would be a potential client. 😉
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Talk to me….What do you need marketed?
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Sooz
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Sorry, this year’s ad budget is already spent. (Don’t you just love hearing that one? I’ve been on both sides of the desk on that one).
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😦
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The link to my company web site can be found in the Blog Roll at Millennium Conjecture. If you want any more than that, you have to email me offline. 😛
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As long as you’re being safe, and dealing with it on your own terms, have at it and have fun.
Oh, and drink plenty of fluids so you don’t dehydrate. 😉
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Wait??? Isn’t CUM a fluid??? Does THAT count??? Hehehehehehe….:~)
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Sooz
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Who else has an erection right now..?
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I don’t KNOW but I could SURE use one….Hehehehehe….
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Sooz
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It’s a shame you don’t live in London 😉 x
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Hehehehehehehehehhe……Feeeeeels your penis with my tongue…..Mmmmmmmmmmmm…
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Sooz
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I had to watch porn after that comment! xx
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I hope it culminated in a pleasant outcome……**WINKS**
Muah…
Sooz
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Hehehehehehe…..:)
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Sooz
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It is hard when things bother you….and I can feel your own suffering in this. I have no idea what it would be like but I do know some people go to therapy for it. Not that I am suggesting that. Goodness if anyone needs therapy it would be me….and I am not doing that either. I think I would rather just get it wrong. But I do feel the thread of pain here. How relationships and love etc interrelate. And having lovers who understand and are actually ,well, lovers. As someone above said this is a brave post, by a brave person….
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I humbly accept your comment and I must say, I have been to COUNTLESS therapist who proclaim they can help me yet, Here I am…..:(
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Sooz
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It sounds like something that burns in you, and perhaps for me to relate that is the only way I can – like when I go out suddenly irrationally, without any regard for my self respect or all the things in my life family and job etc, I just go out and get myself humiliated and put myself in some ways at real risk of actual shame and harm. It seems to me that it overwhelms you, and you do not feel good about it. Honestly Sooz, if I can call you that, you should not feel shame. What you need (apart from satiation) is people you trust, people who care for you, and someone who loves you. You will always need to have this sex though, I suspect. It drives you, and it hurts you. Friends of mine in rehab for other things told me about this addiction a while ago. That is what they called it. And as I say, there were therapists for it. But I just do not trust therapists. I would rather do meditation or Tai Chi or something to try to still that inner burn. But no matter what you do, if you blaze with it, I just cannot see you completely defeating it. At one level it is part of your identity now, part of who you are. Amazing as it may seem, if it were hollowed out of you somehow, your life would feel as if something were missing I suspect.
Now maybe what I have said is not right. In fact some of the things I have said there do not all go together. But you have to experiment with things that calm, wiiht things that satisfy, with things that distract, and well, wiht what you can. But you also need peoople around yuo who are good people, not people who will use yuo and speak badly of you. You are a person, a good person, a brave and wonderful person actually. And there is no need to feel humble in relation to me, no need at all. We are both on hard roads of discovery I suspect, and I admire what you are exploring and trying to do.
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Your word went from your mouth to my soul….Hand over heart…..Muah….Thank you for your comment….
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Sooz
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Thank you too. I feel less strange myself when I see the struggles people are having. It is nice to find a kindred spirit so to speak. Kisses to you too….xx
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You’re a legend. Yes, I’m currently finishing a bottle of red wine (drinking alone – HELL yeah), I’m smoking a cigarette, and I’m contemplating an early night….. IF YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN. **WINK WINK WINK WINK NUDGE NUDGE NUDGE NUDGE**
And as for the heterosexuality thing? I think you’ll find there are MANY more women who find other women attractive in *THAT WAY* than we realise. I’m one of them. Why wouldn’t I find women attractive? WE’RE AMAZING.
And if I was a man, I’d have an erection right now.
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Such a nice compliment….Thank you so much…Now…Take off your clothes….;)
Muah…
Sooz
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Love the honesty. There was something very raw and revealing about your post that struck a chord with me. You’ve made me consider writing something very honest about one of my own personal experiences which is quite similar to yours. Very inspiring. Thank you. Xx
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I’m glad you could relate to my experience….Thank you for reading me…
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Sooz
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You’re welcome x
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There have been zero times when a girl has handed me her wet panties in a bar. I must be doing something wrong. Or I’m going to the wrong bars… So which bars do you hang out at? 😉
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Pretty much any local bars in Phoenix…:)
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Sooz
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“SEX, SUDS, AND SOOZ”
Very nice poetry. You had me at the title.
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